AUTHOR: Marty, a.k.a. canape TITLE: Squeak DATE: 2/01/2010 04:28:00 PM ----- BODY:
It's difficult to find time to write when nursing is a two handed - who are we kidding - a 4 to 6 handed adventure. By the time little one has nursed himself to sleep again, I can't bear to put him down. So either way, nursing or sleeping, my computer has sat dormant this week.

The update is that things are going fine. Nursing is far more successful this time, even though we've still got a latch issue on one side. I'm getting plenty of sleep at random times throughout the day and night, and Kevin is making sure that I'm eating and drinking. Bird is not so crazy about the adjustment in family structure, but he's digging the reappearance of overflowing na-na's. Did you know that even toddlers can have the yellow seedy breastmilk poop? Not that you needed or wanted to know that. You're welcome.

Butterbean needs a new blog name. Mainly because I'm too lazy to type Butterbean all the time, and good heavens, he's a big chunk of rolly love, so "bean" just doesn't cut it. Kevin has started calling him "Squeak" because most of the noises he makes are just that - little squeaks. He rarely cries, but even when he does, it's not much more than some over zealous squeaking. He's still a mellow little dude. Maybe we should be calling him The Tiny Lebowski. Or maybe not.

I have to admit. I am already sad about Squeak being "the last one." Things have been so different this time. As I keep running into things that I only needed for pregnancy or birth, I get these twinges of blue that I won't need those things again. This coming from me, a woman who declared that she really didn't like the newborn stage. I take that back. Apparently, on Zoloft, I like the newborn stage very much. Or, it could just be that second time around, I'm a little better at it, and of course, there is the factor of Squeak being a totally different baby than Bird.

While I might be a little blue about it, there is that nagging bit about having to be responsible for that other person for at least the next 18 years. That's keeping me grounded. That, and the fact that we are too stinking old to have any more. We old and tired and would like to have some time to ourselves before one of us turns 80. So, we stop here, and it's alright.

But I feel a shift in priorities. I feel that pull towards spending as much time with my boys as possible. I want to shed off the things in my life that might take my attention from them. I savor the moments on the couch or on the bed where I have a nursling on either side of me. I love that this is my life now.

And with that, before I even get to work on that birth story, Squeak calls. Maybe I'll make it back here before another week passes.

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----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Convertible Girl DATE:Monday, February 1, 2010 at 9:21:00 PM EST Beautiful. Second-time motherhood is a totally different experience. And I love "Squeak" -- that's part of how we ended up with "Pippi" (she was a noisy little pipsqueak). ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Adventuroo DATE:Monday, February 1, 2010 at 10:20:00 PM EST Congrats again on little Squeak! Sounds like you're settling into it just fine though. I'm due in a few weeks and can't wait to get into the bliss of cuddling up with the two boys. Enjoy it! ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous the new girl DATE:Tuesday, February 2, 2010 at 12:11:00 PM EST Take your time. I am so happy for you all.
xo ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Magpie DATE:Tuesday, February 2, 2010 at 10:09:00 PM EST Things sound good with you - I'm glad. ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous whymommy DATE:Wednesday, February 3, 2010 at 2:41:00 PM EST No rush. We're here. ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Марина DATE:Sunday, February 28, 2010 at 6:19:00 AM EST
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