AUTHOR: Marty, a.k.a. canape TITLE: Ditto junior DATE: 5/13/2009 09:49:00 PM ----- BODY:
At church, we pass a dignified attendance pad in which everyone on the pew writes their name, and we all pretend not to be too interested in it as it comes back down the line. If you are too interested, you are nosy, but if you don't look at all, then you are aloof.

Damn Presbyterians.

I always look. In a church with 4000+ members, I want to know if I'm sitting next to visitors or not so that I can speak to them appropriately. I would hate for someone to visit and not be spoken to at all, even if I'm not currently the most active member. I can still say "hello."

This past Sunday, two men sat down to our right. When the attendance pad came back down the pew, I peeked at it and noticed that the man on the end had entered ditto marks for his name, followed by, "Jr." I laughed out loud, which was incredibly inappropriate, but whatever. It was funny.

It immediately made me think of Little Bird.

As his mama, I have the extraordinarily difficult task of caring for him day to day. I have to make sure that he is learning as much as he can learn, being nourished, resting, developing social skills, and that he stays safe. A mama's job is a hard one and is the most responsibility I have ever borne.

However.

Bird wants to be exactly like his father.

Bird wants to be the ditto marks that follow his daddy around. When Kevin was installing the baby gate at the top of the stairs yesterday, Bird sat mesmerized by him. He picked up a screwdriver and began trying to "help" Kevin put the screws into the wall. He mimicked Kevin using the drill, and he tried his very best to pick up the exact same screws that Kevin picked up.

I think that Kevin has the much more difficult task when it comes to parenting. If he trips and yells, "shit!" then the next word that Bird will learn is, well, you know. It is not unlike the unrelenting paparazzi where if you do that one very uncouth thing? They are going to catch it on film. That is what Kevin's life with Bird is like now.

It is a huge responsibility, and I can tell that it is already weighing heavily on his mind. Kevin wants to be the kind of man that his son can model. He wants to be someone that Bird can learn from and imitate to become a good man.

What he doesn't realize is that I have always known that he was. It is one of the many reasons I fell in love with him in the first place.

If my son can learn to be half the man my husband is? I will be so very proud.

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----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous @sweetbabboo DATE:Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 10:35:00 PM EDT Oh Marty, you should have saved this one for Father's Day. It's just perfect. What a lucky man to have a wife who recognizes his value and worth just any old Wednesday.

-Abby ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous toddlerplanet DATE:Thursday, May 14, 2009 at 1:25:00 AM EDT Aw ...

"Bird wants to be the ditto marks that follow his daddy around."

That is an AWESOME phrase, and I know just what you're talking about.

Although I do have to say, my boys love the drill too ... they just think it's something mamas use! :-)

Here's to many days of drilling and watching diggers to come. ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous No Minimom DATE:Thursday, May 14, 2009 at 7:47:00 AM EDT Very sweet post! Your boy is very lucky to have such a good daddy. (My boys are lucky ones, too!) ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Clifford DATE:Monday, May 18, 2009 at 8:56:00 PM EDT Babies with power drills. It's possible, yessir. Just saying. ----- COMMENT: AUTHOR:Anonymous Bubblewench DATE:Wednesday, May 20, 2009 at 11:55:00 AM EDT Dude.. Kev so rocks!! Yes, it would be awesome if LB was like him, he won't be, because he's LB, but I am sure that Kev will stear him right. :)

You have an amazing family. ----- --------